The End of a Friendship

Well, I have had a crazy 2 weeks. A lot of emotional crap has taken place and I'm literally exhausted from it. Last week, my ex boyfriend decided to tell me that my worst fear had come true. From the very beginning of our relationship I was not comfortable w a girl that he had met a few weeks before me in his building. When I heard about her from him it made me uneasy bc I have always found that it is difficult for guys and girls to be just friends. It wasn't until the first time I met her that I really became uncomfortable. I felt a vibe from her that she liked him more than she was letting on and I felt her closeness to him was inappropriate considering I was standing right there. I voiced this to him. He had been told on numerous occasions that I was not comfortable w him hanging out w her alone. I felt she had an agenda. I had seen this before w Ryan. Obviously being a guy, he told me I was seeing things and overreacting. That there was nothing going on w them. I kept her at arms length to keep an eye out. We fought about her a lot. When we broke up, he started hanging out w her a lot and I instantly became angry bc I knew this was part of her deal. She knew he was gonna break up w me and she was only biding her time. All of that came true just like I thought it would. He came to my house Wednesday to tell me they were gonna give dating a try. I obviously laughed in his face and called him an asshole. I give it 3 months. She has never shown her true colors. And she will. She is the very opposite of what he wants and needs in a relationship. I guess men need to learn the hard way. I'm over it. I cried, cried, angry, cried, etc. It's not worth it. I'm better then her and I know that. I'm a better person, I'm smarter, prettier and more stable. I know this. It's his loss. He decided that instead of being the nice guy he always claimed to be, he was gonna be like every douchebag that has gone after booty. So on top of that, later that night, after picking up my grandma from the train station w my roommate, we almost got hit by a drunk driver. It was very scary witness a bad accident. We called 911 and they got the guy to the hospital. It really does put things in perspective. So, after all of that, I had a fantastic weekend w my friends and family. I really needed it. Everyone has been awesome and so supportive. I really have the best people in my life. I'm truly looking forward to the summer. So many wonderfully positive things to look forward to. I'm so ready for what's next. I now know what I don't want in a guy and that is a liar, fake, and weak idiot. I want someone who will fight for me and love me. I deserve that.