I Whip My Hair Back and Forth

Got my hair done today. It's amazing how getting your hair washed and styled can make you feel like a whole new person. I get to debut it for my family this week, since my grandma is coming in town for my cousin's graduation. I am so happy to spend some time with my grandma. I miss her and my mom a lot right now. Nothing makes you feel worse then having your heart stepped on twice in one year. So I really need some ME time w my fam. I am going to have a busy few months coming up, I have plans virtually every weekend which can be really nice but also exhausting. It is good though, gets my mind off of him. Wich is where it needs to be...he isn't worth all of the sad, lonely thoughts that I have. No guy is. I feel like every week that goes by, the more I can look in the mirror and feel a bit better w who I am. I am nowhere near where I was 4 years ago but I think I will be soon. As soon as I can let go and say to myself that I deserve happiness the. I am there. I deserve happiness w someone who will respect my opinions, who won't criticize everything I say or do, someone who won't make me feel like a child. If u know this person, send him my number...I'll be looking for him someday. In the meantime, I'll be starting my MBA studies in August, adding another degree to my list. Got lots to prepare for!